
sitting in the plane, reading words of the world.
a flight from ice-country, with sea-food tastyness, and the best damn airplane food i've ever tasted (thank-you First Air, and the purse-strings of the government).
lovely words, also, of that fine wordwizard, christian bok. diamonds on the page...
red wine and fond memories, already, of fantastic fun with voyagers from various corners of our south. and the first (and maybe last) time i've enjoyed 2 disinterests: olympics, and television. such fun when it's a social gateau.
sweet warmth in my finger-tips
as the blood of a god
seeps from lips
to bathe synapses
in memories of kisses.
goodbye to such lovely people who make me happy to be transforming into: this thing i am becomeing; that role i will absorb; the healer i would like to be.
hmm. hot cookie, hot damn! they even make cream-topped capucchinos on this flight!!
leaving blizzards and blowing behind. gusty white-outs and taking flight with the wind behind us as we hopped down the long hill towards fur-hats, skinned foxes, and stone-cold fertility. and i miss him already, his legs crooked into mine, his arm holding my head, his heart keeping time. his a long night, and mine as well, the rush of air under this plane, over that bus, to take me to a room full of somber silence in celebration of a life lived too quickly, and its breathless end. i'm sorry, simon, that you wanted it to end. now i dream of the ends of imagined loves of those i've loved, rather than thinking of you, and you, and you - 3 with likely more to follow, who've found no salve for your weighted sorrow.
with love to you all, and looking forward to trees.