8.12.05

in conversation

in conversation, the other day w/ my friend, at The Favorite Cafe...

we were talking around and around. and he reminded me of this thing: this fear of inhabiting an Internal Universe in which many nice ideas are collected, and pondered, and chewed upon, but from which no action is initiated.

you know it: "will i end-up doing nothing will all of this grooming/prep/privilege...?"
a pinch of guilt: "all of those Big Ideas brought me here? to this path to safe comfort?"
mingled with: "will i forever be alone in all of this?"

and so, be it resolved:
planning/thinking/preparing MUST have the intention of action as its kernel. inaction is a valid consequence, but it must be calculated - a choice, rather than an accident of inertia.

be it resolved.

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